Mixed Emotions
Darkness, darkness all around
I tried to find the light.
I walked up towards the window
something wasn't quite right.
I felt as if I'd lost a friend
I couldn't feel you near.
The breeze that blew across my face
intensified my fear.
Why did you have to leave me here
when I thought our love was strong?
Why is it that you're always right
and I always turn out wrong?
Please help me to find a way
to learn to become true.
I want to have you back again,
I want to be close to you.
Last Words
"Help me to understand", I cried
as he walked towards the door.
He turned around and stared at me
and then he said "No more."
"I can't take the lies" he continued on
They're tearing me apart"
"I've realized you're not the same
as you were back at the start"
"I took you as you were back then,
because your love was strong"
"But now you've turned it all around,
why can't you see it's wrong?"
"I want a lover who is satisfied
with loving only me."
"It's taken me too long to realize
you have a need to be free."
He gave me no chance to answer back,
he turned and slammed the door.
I said a prayer as I always do,
"bring him back again once more."
Open Hearts
He touched my arm and I realized
what he knew all along.
The love we had would never end,
my thoughts of him were wrong.
He told me that he did not mean
the words he said last night.
He said that he was scared and hurt
and did not want to fight.
I thought that it was over
when he said he'd not return.
I thought I had lost a lover
due to lessons I did not learn.
True love is often hard to find
and isn't always there.
Bur now I know I love someone
who really wants to care.
